My Journey of Life

Im finally really blogging. haah

              I have officially been inspired to train hard. Throughout today, i kept thinking of training. I kept feeling like throwing, like jumping, like running…. And the feeling was just eating into my bones. hahaha. trainig.. training… training.. I feel like training… i wanna train 5 times a week. Just that i need to get a green sign from my parents and haoyi. haha

             Well, I had church today, and it was quite interesting. haha. But the thing that made my day was my friend, Mr Robot. hahaha. Well, i sms him alot, and he’s one of my closest friends. Dont think he knows, but anyway. I shared with him my sadness over my training and told him how demoralised i was over sms three days ago after a bad training session. But he kept encouraging me until I gave up feeling bad cos i knew he wouldnt stop until i felt better. Besides, his silly funny chats we had after that, the usual teasing each other and all cheered me up alot. And after awhile he was like “So you’re cheering up huh?” kind of thing.. haha.

              Then Lay chi’s prep talks and all did help me alot too. and the stuff she taught me and everything. And Giovanni’s silly jokes in trying to flirt with me. Haha. I felt alot better training these two days la. and its motivated me alot. Haha. But anyway, back to Mr.Robot. haha.

              I wanted to update him on some stuff that happened in my life. So, i decided that since Ive noticed he’s quite lonely, and i am kinda lonely during the interval between service and fuel too, Y not hang out tgt and chit chat? so, i asked him, and he was like Ok! hahaha. So, after service, we sat down and talked about stuff. And when i was updating him on my feelings for training and how i was encouraged by lychee, he whipped out a keychain that had the words “Winners never Quit, and Quitters never win.” I was suuuuuuuuuuuuper surprised!!! I never thoughted he’d be that kind of a person, and thats where i found another side of him, and i can sense what kind of a friend he is, and the kind of friend he takes me as. But until he affirms it, i cant know for sure.

              Unfortunately, that moment was kinda spoilt by a phonecall from my mum. HAha. Ahh well.. BUt! I STIL LOVE IT!!!! AHHH!!!! Its one of the sweetest things my friend has ever done for me la! im honestly very touched. Very very very touched. haha. :’) Thanks robot. I love it even though its something simple. But its from the heart, and thats what makes it all the more special.

              I love the present lots. =) Thanks Bro. You are one of my closest friends. Dont know if u know that. haha

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I know my blog’s been pretty dead but ive really no time to blog. haha.

Before i start on what i want to write, I wanna reply to this preson who has touched my heart: Valerie.
       My dear friend, I would really like to get to know you. I feel that God has placed you here to get into my blog for a reason, and i believe that its for a great purpose and not by chance. Yes, I am 15. could u add me on msn or drop me an email? I think itde be really nice to get to know you. =)
msn: hannahleewwjd@hotmail.com
email: puppy_gal92@yahoo.com.sg
And im glad you find my posts encouraging. Haha. Well, God is using me in ways i do not know and i can really see myself growing in him. Indeed, God is a faithful God is so many ways. I cannot express my gratitude to him enough. HAha. Do drop my a mess ya. I really wanna get to know you. =) Its always nice to make a new friend.

okay. back to my topic.

        Today, i spent the afternoon training. Seeing my bad standard in throwing, it has motivated me greatly to train hard cos i know the training is essential if i wanna win, get into WALAA, ASEAN and tops for Nats. And i know ive got the potential. All i need is discipline and training. And to do that, Ide need everyone’s help. Ide need the guidance from the throwers from Gombak, ide need the support and encouragements from everyone esp my friends. Yeah

        Becos Haoyi cldnt train us today, I went down to Gombak by myself to train with Lychee. We threw discus today. I realised that she is a really really great person. Really. She has won so much… Won so many competitions and set many records in Asean and in the nation. But yet, there is not one tinge of pride in her voice, but a whole humble spirit that is willing to be back on earth, receive advice and teach lousier ppl like me. I can tell. She wants the best for me. And for her, even if not for myself, I must not let her down. Lay chi, I have promised you ide get into ASEAN, and I WILL GET INTO ASEAN.

       During the throws, I knew i wasnt good, and i really really wasnt feeling good bout the throws and all cos it kept flying out of my hand and knocking the poles and everything… But yet, she was patient, and kept trying her best to help me. Finally, Finally, Finally, I know what moving the trunk/hip is. And with endless encouragements, i have achieved the impossible. I passed the estimated 25 metre mark. If only i had met them a year earlier, I would have clinched the top medals for nats last year with no problems. But if i had met them last year, i wouldnt have had the chance to perform in ABNW. Well, it is all in God’s timing huh. hahah

       Well, But what really really touched my heart was the warmness of a senior, the care someone could give to a person she wasnt that close to, the willingness to give up her time for a friend. And i need to capture her heart of humility. Becos of all ppl, i know i can let the pride go into my head sometimes esp after all the funny stuff my school peeps say when they comment on my achievements, results talants and all..

       I dont deny im talented because God gave the talents to me, and as he says, he wants me to use them for his Glory. Well, He has given me all the ppl i need to help me win, and all the ppl who believe in me, ppl who believe that i can achieve the impossible. And it will be so wrong of me if i dont work hard. Cos if i dont work hard, i’ll not only be letting myself down, but the ppl around me, and God. Even if its not for me, let it be for the Lord and for my friends who have been with me on this journey. Its the least i could do to repay back their kindness. Right?

       But anyway, I got a pair of tights today. My 1st pair of tights! hahaha! and once again, Thanks Lay chi! =)